what's on my mind

what's on my mind

fredag 28 oktober 2011

Halloween part III

Okay so I have searched everywhere for my vampire fangs, and I cannot find them anywhere!!
 :( :( :(

I think they might have been stolen when my cellar was broken into two years ago.
I had a lot of crap lying around there, nothing really worth anything, the most valuable thing I had were those vampire teeth. They're called "sexy bites" and can be found at Shock store.

And I really need them now....
Dammit, I don't want to have to buy new ones, especially since I can't really afford it.
Maybe I'll just not go as a vampire. Maybe I'll just go as...me?
GOD how boring!

Bleh, being poor sucks...
It sucks ass!!!

This wouldn't be a problem if I was rich, or had a job!

Can't do nothin' fun around here...
My life is an everlong bore...

torsdag 27 oktober 2011

Sanguis Vita Est

Sanguis Vita Est means Blood Is Life in Latin.

It is also the title of one of the best Drarry stories I have ever read.
Now for the person who doesn't know Drarry is a Harry/Draco fanfiction slash.
Yez, I belongz to ze people who adore reading and imagining Draco Malfoy doing hot, sexy, dirty deeds with Harry Potter. ^_~

But this is more than just a story of smut. It is practically a novel, and a very exciting one at that.
The plotline is as follows, Draco becomes a prisoner in his own home, he is tortured and Harry who is also captured becomes a witness when in final humiliation they give Draco to a vampire that bites him and turns him into one. Then they want Draco to feed off Harry.
Draco bites Harry, but does not kill him, wich turns Harry into his First (he is still human, the difference lies mostly in Draco who will now only be able to drink from Harry's blood).

Harry kills Voldemort, somehow Voldemort's magic gets inside of Harry and after a summer where they both question everything about themselves and what is happening to them, they meet at school for Eighth Year, to catch up on all the missing classes they didn't get to finish Seventh Year because of the war.

Harry and Draco find themselves inescapably entangled in each other's lives as they find out that since Harry is Draco's First, he must feed off of his blood regularly until he is able to go longer periods of time without it. Harry hates the entire situation, especially because everytime Draco's lips and saliva and fangs touch his throat Harry feels the most alive he's ever been!

Here is an excellent fanvid made by the author of the story:

Author calls herself Shigure-san and the story can be found on adultfanfiction.net:

Well, I'm off to read chapter 15 now!
It just keeps getting better with every chapter, love it!!

onsdag 26 oktober 2011

Halloween part II

I have finally figured out what I'm going to go as at the Mirai Halloween party!

Of course, I've always been obsessed with them, and I also wanted a costume that could be sexy, since I'm going to a club with (hopefully) way more hotties than usual, since they're Asian ;P

So, I'm going as *drumroll* a vampire!!!

I have a pair of cool, exclusive vampire fangs lying around somewhere, I just need to put them on and figure out some sexy outfit to go with it (and vampiric makeup) and I'm all set!

Hopefully it's going to be all kinds of awesomeness, I don't get to go out so often and now I'm going out on HALLOWEEN, with my best friend to a K-pop club! I kind of have high expectations XD

My favorite vampire of all time is of course, Lestat de Lioncourt, a kick-ass awesome anti-heroic character of the lovely Anne Rice.

My lastest favorite vampire is named Draco Malfoy, he has become a vampire in a fanfiction I'm reading right now that has taken over my entire reading time. The story is called Sanguis Vita Est (latin for blood is life) and can be found on adultfanfiction.net by author Shigure-san.
Or here: http://hp.adultfanfiction.net/story.php?no=600094455
It is an incredible story with a lot of sexual tension, plot and action, it's very well thought out!

But as much as I love my male vampires, the most beautiful one was Mina Harker, played by Winona Ryder in the movie Bram Stoker's Dracula.

Now you're thinking, but she wasn't a vampire! Oh but she was, she was bitten by Dracula and it wasn't until he died that she was released from the curse. I absolutely adore Winona Ryder in this movie and I think she is the ultimate beauty in this movie. I wish I looked like her!!

Lucy and Mina

Tomorrow I'm going to prepare some things for my Halloween Party that I'm going to have in my apartment in two weeks, we're going to be 7 or 8 girls squeesed into one little apartment, but I think it's going to be fun!

Everybody is supposed to dress up as something of course, and I'm going to make blood-drinks, slytherin green drinks, sausage fingers for dinner and bloodshot-eyes cupcakes for desert.

I'm also going to be the craftiest I've ever been in my life and make little coffin-candy bags for everyone! I'm totally looking forward to seeing how it will all turn out!

End part II

tisdag 25 oktober 2011

Next, Barcelona?

Soooooo, if I can raise 200 Euros by next week and CSN will grant me a student loan, I will most surely soon be on my way to Barcelona, Spain!

There is a course called Spanish Language and Hospitality Management that I want to take and am excited about!! My spanish is not so great, but I have the basics, so I think I'll learn pretty fast and I do understand a great deal. I find it comforting to know that spanish is involved in the course and that I will also be learning all the details of running a hotel.

Since I'm mainly applying hotel positions this will feel like a great chance to increase my knowledge in the field and also to increase my chances of working abroad, like I've wanted to for so long!

I'm really hopeful and I think everything will be allright, if only CSN hurries up with a decision before school starts. KAMI-SAMA, BUDDAH-SAMA, DAIMO-SAMA, please PLEASE, let it all work out so that I can spend 6 glorious months in Spain and get a job after that!!!

I really really need this right now!

torsdag 20 oktober 2011

Halloween! part 1

Halloween is closing!

I'm going to a Halloween party next week, actually it's a club (Mirai) playing k-pop and j-pop with halloween theme, of course. Here's my problem: I have no idea what to go as?!!

If you dress up as something you get a discount off the entrance ticket. But I have no idea what to go as. The week after I'm going to have a tiny Halloween party at my place, and then I'm dressing up as Hide, former singer of X Japan! But I can't go as Hide on the Mirai party too, can I?

No that's just not good enough, lacks a certain inginuity.


måndag 10 oktober 2011


Lately I've been wondering about X Japan and I'm getting curious to know their albums and their songs.
The only thing I really know about them is that they are the most famous Japanese rock band, known outside of Japan and helped shaped the world of visual kei and japanese rock to what it is today.


Everyone knows of course the story of the lead singer (and songwriter) Hide's untimely death. Hide, like Kurt Cobain and many other rockers that died before their time will always be a source of great admiration and mystery to eveyone who happens to know about X Japan.

The mystery surrounding Hide's death is also a reason why people will always be fascinated and mystified by him. Some say it was suicide, others think it was an alcohol induced mistake to relieve guitarrists aches. Either way, one thing is certain. Hide was an extraordinary man.

Hide's trademark pink hair and wild crazy haircuts still holds people's fascination. He dressed in the latest styles and still somehow manages to pull it off, even though the pictures are about 15 years old. He was beautiful and had the most expressful eyes. 

Few other J-rockers hold a candle to this beautiful legend. Except, dare I say, maybe Hyde.

kawaii hide

There are some physical similarities with Hyde that I can't deny, even their name's sound almost the same, even though their real names (Hideto) was the same, Hyde chose to use an english sounding similar name, most probably because there allready was one Hide and as to not cause confusion.

It is more than 13 years after Hide's death that I begin to appreciate and really be aware of him. Of course I had heard of him before, who hasn't? But it isn't until now that I re-discover this legend of a man, with more beauty and mystery than I can dream of. But this is a mystery that can never be solved. Some puzzles I guess will stay shrowded in darkness forever.

R.I.P Hide-sama!