what's on my mind

what's on my mind

fredag 28 oktober 2011

Halloween part III

Okay so I have searched everywhere for my vampire fangs, and I cannot find them anywhere!!
 :( :( :(

I think they might have been stolen when my cellar was broken into two years ago.
I had a lot of crap lying around there, nothing really worth anything, the most valuable thing I had were those vampire teeth. They're called "sexy bites" and can be found at Shock store.



And I really need them now....
Dammit, I don't want to have to buy new ones, especially since I can't really afford it.
Maybe I'll just not go as a vampire. Maybe I'll just go as...me?
GOD how boring!

Bleh, being poor sucks...
It sucks ass!!!


This wouldn't be a problem if I was rich, or had a job!

Can't do nothin' fun around here...
My life is an everlong bore...
*grumbles*

torsdag 27 oktober 2011

onsdag 26 oktober 2011

tisdag 25 oktober 2011

Next, Barcelona?

Soooooo, if I can raise 200 Euros by next week and CSN will grant me a student loan, I will most surely soon be on my way to Barcelona, Spain!

There is a course called Spanish Language and Hospitality Management that I want to take and am excited about!! My spanish is not so great, but I have the basics, so I think I'll learn pretty fast and I do understand a great deal. I find it comforting to know that spanish is involved in the course and that I will also be learning all the details of running a hotel.

Since I'm mainly applying hotel positions this will feel like a great chance to increase my knowledge in the field and also to increase my chances of working abroad, like I've wanted to for so long!

I'm really hopeful and I think everything will be allright, if only CSN hurries up with a decision before school starts. KAMI-SAMA, BUDDAH-SAMA, DAIMO-SAMA, please PLEASE, let it all work out so that I can spend 6 glorious months in Spain and get a job after that!!!

I really really need this right now!

torsdag 20 oktober 2011

Halloween! part 1

Halloween is closing!

I'm going to a Halloween party next week, actually it's a club (Mirai) playing k-pop and j-pop with halloween theme, of course. Here's my problem: I have no idea what to go as?!!

If you dress up as something you get a discount off the entrance ticket. But I have no idea what to go as. The week after I'm going to have a tiny Halloween party at my place, and then I'm dressing up as Hide, former singer of X Japan! But I can't go as Hide on the Mirai party too, can I?




No that's just not good enough, lacks a certain inginuity.

Doushiyoooo???
Otoke???

måndag 10 oktober 2011

Hide

Lately I've been wondering about X Japan and I'm getting curious to know their albums and their songs.
The only thing I really know about them is that they are the most famous Japanese rock band, known outside of Japan and helped shaped the world of visual kei and japanese rock to what it is today.

Hide

Everyone knows of course the story of the lead singer (and songwriter) Hide's untimely death. Hide, like Kurt Cobain and many other rockers that died before their time will always be a source of great admiration and mystery to eveyone who happens to know about X Japan.


The mystery surrounding Hide's death is also a reason why people will always be fascinated and mystified by him. Some say it was suicide, others think it was an alcohol induced mistake to relieve guitarrists aches. Either way, one thing is certain. Hide was an extraordinary man.



Hide's trademark pink hair and wild crazy haircuts still holds people's fascination. He dressed in the latest styles and still somehow manages to pull it off, even though the pictures are about 15 years old. He was beautiful and had the most expressful eyes. 


Few other J-rockers hold a candle to this beautiful legend. Except, dare I say, maybe Hyde.




kawaii hide

There are some physical similarities with Hyde that I can't deny, even their name's sound almost the same, even though their real names (Hideto) was the same, Hyde chose to use an english sounding similar name, most probably because there allready was one Hide and as to not cause confusion.


It is more than 13 years after Hide's death that I begin to appreciate and really be aware of him. Of course I had heard of him before, who hasn't? But it isn't until now that I re-discover this legend of a man, with more beauty and mystery than I can dream of. But this is a mystery that can never be solved. Some puzzles I guess will stay shrowded in darkness forever.



R.I.P Hide-sama!